This is one of those times I wish my life is elsewhere. Anywhere else, but here. Where I can run away from the reality, and escape all responsibilities. Where I can take on another identity and live in isolation.
I feel trapped. Like in a dungeon. No light, no hope, nothing. The darkness just envelopes me and takes over me until I am no longer able to see. At times, I don’t even feel I exist.
I wish I can freeze some of the better moments in my life, and keep it with me. Unfortunately life is just so elusive and transient. The joy you felt just seconds before can quickly dissipate and be replaced by negative emotions. Emotions that just gnaws at you until you’re drained and drags you down and down.
I don’t like this feeling. So I wish my life is elsewhere. Another place. Another country. Another dimension. Somewhere else, where my dreams can possibly come true.
